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The wonder of you…

You text me,

And I feel wanted,  

You call me, 

And I feel excited, 

You shop with me, 

And I feel spoiled.
You look at me, 

and I feel desired,

You smile at me, 

And I feel happy.

You say my name, 

And I love the sound.
You hold my hand, 

And I feel calm,

You touch me, 

And I feel excited,

You ask me a question, 

And I feel like I matter.
You laugh with me, 

And I feel happy,

You brush my hair, 

And I feel special,

You listen to my worries, 

And take them away.
You sit beside me, 

And I feel I belong, 

You perv over me, 

And I feel sexy,

You spank me

And I feel grateful.
You touch me, 

And I feel a tingle,

You kiss me, 

And I feel weak at the knees,

You fuck me, 

And I feel full.
You punish me, 

And I feel owned,

You say you love me, 

And I feel loved,

You breathe next to me, 

And I feel whole.
You use me,

And I feel owned, 

You chose me,

And I feel proud,

You stay with me, 

And I feel safe, 

You hold me close, 

And I am complete.
You say you’re proud, 

And I feel honoured, just to be yours. 

I love you sir xxx

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How do I? 

How do I show my Dom just how much I love him? How can I possibly show my devotion, respect and love. 

It’s hard to feel so deeply for someone and not have the first idea how to make them see it. I am totally head over heels in love with him. I just worry that he doesn’t know just how important he is to me and. How much I love and respect him. How much I appreciate his attention and affection, as well as the spankings of course. 

He is my soulmate and I am so lucky that he has taken me as his possession. I could burst ! I thought writing on here might help to get it out, but sadly not as it’s him that I want to know. I just wish he could be in my mind and heart for just one minute to see how much he makes my life better and how much I love and respect him. 

My darling Dom that I just worship and adore, the love of my life. 

Tonight I will count my blessings and dream of seeing him tomorrow. To smell him, breathe the same air and be by his side, where I belong.

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Bdsm, Submissive

An average weekend…

An average weekend, well it wasn’t. It was better. Master stayed at my house during the week and of course he used my holes, but playtime has been lacking lately. Things have just been too busy. 

Saturday morning I got up early like a good girl as I had promised to get to masters house before he went to work. I do chores on a Saturday morning. I got there just in time. 

I walked into the kitchen and removed my clothes. He kissed me and fingered my pussy. I went to the bedroom and managed to tempt him to use my holes briefly before he left. I was desperate for him. He kissed me goodbye and left, he was late. I wanted his cum but there was no time. 

I went to the window, naked and flashed him as he drive away.  I carefully too my collar from the drawer and put it on, then I found my harness, I couldn’t wait to get it on. It felt wonderful. I clamped my nipples and clit. I live my clit clamp it looks so pretty, master brought it for me. 

I began to clean, I was soaked, I thought it was time to tempt master so I sent him a photograph. Then I put in my normal cleaning outfit over the top, it’s a maids outfit. I needed something else, so I put my metal balls inside, they felt nice as I moved around. 

Jobs completed and sir returned to find me kneeling in the doorway, he kissed me it was wonderful. Then he took a present from a carrier bag, a kong dog toy and a dog bowl. I followed him to the kitchen. 

I am sure you can imagine what happened next my eggs were served in the bowl on the floor which I was instructed to eat after he played with my holes and gave me some piss to drink. 

He used me over and over, punished me with the belt that I had left out for him, gaged me, abused and fucked me till he had cum three times. It was just what I needed. Masks, and kink. He is so clever, he always knows what I need and what to do. He knows best. 

Eventually he cuddled me and gave me love , he allowed me to play with him which led to another two orgasms for him and two more for me. I am so spoilt! He looks after me. 

What a wonderful start to the weekend, in the afternoon we spent time together shopping and just being next to each other. I feel at my best when I am by his side. It’s where I belong. 

We spent the rest of the weekend together, I live just breathing the same air as him. I love and crave his attention. I need him. Never before have I wanted a man like this or loved a man so deeply. 

What a wonderful weekend, I belong to him, he owns me, everything is as it should be.

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Additional rules…

Sometimes I wonder, how other submissives cope with the boundaries and rules enforces by their Doms. 

At times I struggle, and I wonder if others do too. Even though most of the rules that my master tells me to live by are things that I can happily do, today’s inspection for instance, but there are some that I find incredibly difficult. An example of this is anything financial, at the moment we don’t have any rules relating directly to finances, however my master has decided that we should review and update our contract. I have been thinking, as instructed, if there are any rules that I would like to add. I wondered if I should suggest that there should be a limit on how much I may spend without first seeking his permission. This seems like a very good idea to me, however there is still a part of me that liked to keep my finances a little private. I have nothing to hide but I feel very uncomfortable and a little upset discussing my financial situation with him. I don’t want him to be disappointed in me. Maybe it’s a small part of independence that I am just not ready to give up, I guess if we lived to get her or shared bank accounts it would be different. Does this make me a failure as a submissive? Does this mean that this lifestyle is not for me? 

I wonder if there are other submissives who have similar issues. I love my master deeply and am devoted to him, yet there is a tiny part of independence that I am not sure I will ever be able to let go.  It’s not that I don’t trust him, I guess it’s just a little security for me. I think I will leave it a while longer before I suggest a spending limit or any other financial rules. I am sure that there will be other additions to our contract that I can suggest. 

I will continue thinking. I want to help improve our relationship, to help it grow.

He is my master and my most trusted friend.

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The importance of obedience…

There are times when my master tells me that I am ‘being bratty’. This usually happens when I am being disobedient, and displeases master. 

It is important for a sub to obey her Dom for many reasons, after all how can you make decisions and guide someone that does not do as she is told. A D/s relationship is based entirely on the Don being in control, it’s a huge responsibility. Not only does a Dom have to make tough choices but he also has to look after the well being of his sub, his most treasured possession.

Obeying my master is a way that I can show respect and devotion, after all if I don’t respect his choices in life how can I completely submit to him? After all it’s a natural thing for the man to be in control isn’t it? It’s not a new idea, in fact it’s quite old fashioned. What were the traditional marriage vows? Love honour and obey! 
Submitting and respecting his wishes sexually is the easy part. I happily give my body to him to do with as he pleases. My holes are actually his, to use as he pleases, when he sees fit. He may inspect my body when ever he sees fit. I belong to him and he can do as he wishes with me. As for everything else, I have to trust him and hope that he will always have my best interests at the centre of his decisions. It is this trust that enables me to obey.

Like I said when I am ‘bratty’ master is displeased, he views disobedience as bad behaviour. As you can imagine displeasing master carries consequences, the severity of my punishment is determined by how badly I have behaved. I am grateful l that he takes the time to correct my behaviour and gives my punishment careful consideration, whether it’s O day denial, forced orgasms, standing in the corner, degradation, spanking by hand or crop, an enema or the most distressing of all, an unhappy Dom. I don’t like to make him unhappy. 

I love my master deeply and want to make him happy and proud, for him to treasure me, look after me. I must be obedient and live by his decisions, if I don’t I am sure he could easily find someone else that will. I couldn’t stand that. I will try hard each day to listen carefully to him and show him devotion by doing as I am told. He is a wise man and I am so lucky to have him in my life, my purpose is to serve him and make him happy. 

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