Bdsm, Submissive

He looks after his things…

Like his other belongings master takes care of me, looks after me, he likes me to have nice things and makes sure that I am ok. He checks on my well being throughout the day, he has to know where I am at all times.

Most people would not understand, say that he is a control freak, over possessive. That is not the case, he is my dominant, he chose me and I chose to give myself to him.

I didn’t set out to seek a dominant,  I fell in love with a man in the conventional way, and it just happened. It just made sense.

I am his. He is mine. Everything is as it should be.




Master just let me choose a reward. I wanted his cum inside, not in my mouth.

I chose my arse.

Sadly no seed for me. No reward.

It’s ok though he had looked after me, and suckled lots from his cock earlier while he licked his fuck holes.


Bdsm, Submissive

A good whipping…

Last night was full of drama and so  did not turn out as planned. I woke in his bed this morning. I had been disrespectful to my master.

He wakes and fingers my fuckhole. He climbs on top and fucks me,  I am as quiet as I can be, although it feels wonderful I am aware that this is not for my pleasure. I am merely a whore for him to use. I need him to own me, he comes all over my pussy and stomach. I don’t wipe it off as I think that would be like rejecting his gift.

A while later he cleans me up I lay there. Sir takes good care of his things. He gently cleans, opening my pussy to wipe. I enjoy his touch. 

We have a relaxing day, just being together.  Just before I have to leave sir takes my hand and puts it in his cock. I play with it. He pulls his trousers Down and I pull them off. I play with his cock, suck and kiss it. It tastes great! I want it.

‘You better sit on it’

I take off my knickers and slide on, it’s incredibly hard. I am feeling dirty, I need to be used. I need to be taught a lesson. I need to be punished. I need him.

I climb off of his cock and walk to the windows sit on the window sil. Open my legs and ask him to fuck me. The thought of fucking where people may see us gets me off, it’s daytime and we are on the ground floor. It’s a massive turn on. He stood and walked over to fuck my cumhole. I am naked and pressed up against the window in daylight with my master pounding his cock deep inside. I want to be seen. Sir stops and returns to the sofa. I follow and climb back onto his cock. I need more, I want dirty sex.

Sir orders me to go to the bedroom put on my piggy mask and my pink thigh high boots. He tells me ‘I am going to whip you until you cry’.

I need robe taught a lesson, I quickly put them on. He enters the bedroom and orders me to bend over. Sir fucks my cunt with a butt plug, spits on my arse and then plugs my butt, of course my greedy hole sucks it up. Then he Rams his cock into my cunt over and over.

A short while later he pulls out and reaches for the riding crop, he begins to beat my arse, hard. It really hurts, I thank him. It is kind of master to teach me a lesson, he hits hard to remind me of my place and punish me for being disrespectful. Being whipped with your butt plugged, whilst painful is very arousing.

Master stops as I am about to cry in pain, he puts the riding crop down and begins to fuck me again, he is fucking his hole hard. I really get turned on by double entry so enjoy having my but plugged while I am fucked. Master commands me to orgasm. I have a plugged butt, a vibrator on My clitoris and he is using his hole. I am degraded, I am a cum slut. Master removes his cock and puts it in my mouth. It’s wonderful Inlive to orgasm with a big cock in my mouth. I put the vibrator in my cunt and rub my clit till I orgasm, I needed that release so much.

‘Look in the mirror’

I do and I love  what I see. I am marked from my whipping, I am a lucky girl, my master had not only taught me a lesson to help me to be better, but he has marked me, like writing your name on Your belongings. Sir is very wise, he always knows what is best for me. I will not be disrespectful to him again.

I am his, once again he has claimed me.



Tempting master…

So, I had no work yesterday, instead of lunching with friends I decided to go to master’s house and clean for him. Master works very hard, I wanted him to come home from work and relax. I wanted to make him happy, to show him my devotion.

I love being at his house, it’s nice to be among his other belongings. I belong to him, he owns me too. I turn the key and walk in, it smells of him, I love it.

I try on the two new bodies sir brought for me, they feel sexy. I have been challenged to keep his cock hard today, he has ordered photographs throughout the day. I put on the first one, it’s black and Lacey with a string back. It feel sexy I send sir a picture. I am wet.

The next one is leather with a string back and zips on the nipples and crouch. It smells so good, I send three photographs, one full length, one of the zip open with my nipple out and finally one of my crouch with the zip open. I am very wet and my pussy of throbbing.

I change into my cleaning clothes. Master likes me to clean in a maids outfit. I send sir a picture of my holes. I want to tempt him. I want to drive him crazy with sexual frustration. A while later sir tells me he wants to see my wet cunt. I send another photograph, I explain that I am wearing my steel balls. I begin my chores, I am very aroused.

At lunchtime sir commands me to fuck myself with his things. I hunt around I send him a photograph of my cunt with his deodorant can inserted ‘oops look what I sat on sir’ his hairbrush handle next. I head to the kitchen, his shake goes in, next his yoghurt drink. I push it all the way in. I lay in the table in front of the window and FaceTime him. Eventually I lower the phone and open my legs. I show him the very top of the bottle just showing. I desperately need him to fuck me. He sends me a photograph of him holding his cock. I want it.

I finish cleaning and change my clothes I need to go out and run some errands. I can’t wait to get back to master later. By his side where I belong.

When I return he is home, he is pleased with me and enjoyed my pictures. I am going out later so I have to get showered. Sir has other plans, he fucks me first. It’s what’s needed. His big hard cock slamming inside my greedy cunt.

I can’t wait for him to pick me up and to get home later, I hope that he’ll use me again.



I Kitchen quickie…

Master came in, he always smells so wonderful. I wanted him so much. After dinner we went to the kitchen to clean up. Master is kind and often helps me, so that I can be with him sooner.

‘Show me your tits’

I am instantly aroused. Of course I lifted my top up, pulled my bra cups aside. He sucked my nipples first the right and then the left. It felt wonderful, I love it when he sucks hard.

I wanted him to use my hole, I pull down my trousers and knickers to try and tempt him. I need to be fucked hard.

‘Please Sir’

I am hopeful, he tells me to bend over. He thrusts inside me. It hurts. It’s been such a long time. It’s a wonderful hurt, I love it. He pounds my greedy, wet pussy over and over.

Then stops.

‘That’s all you’re getting’

‘Don’t you want to cum all over my arse sir’

Thankfully he does, once again I pull my trousers down, and bend over the kitchen side. He is brutal with his hard cock, I want to moan out loud and orgasm.

‘Come in the lounge’

I walk in with my knickers and trousers still down, I sit on the sofa, lean back and pull my legs over my head. He looks at my dirty fuck hole. Bang, in goes his cock, I want to cum. Once again he pounds my hole, it hurts so good and I just can’t get enough. I am such a greedy whore, addicted to my master. How I love it when he takes what he wants, just takes it, hard and strong.

He pulls his cock out, he cums all over my pussy. I thank him, he looks at my dirty cunt as he pulls up his trousers. He runs his finger along the cum and puts some in my mouth, it tastes delicious.

I tense my thighs as I pull up my knickers, I can feel his cum all over me, it really gets me off. I will think about it as I masterbate later, it is O day after all.

We return to the kitchen and tidy.

I can not wait to cum later. Soon I hope to orgasm for daddy.



What does it all mean? 

Being submissive, what does it mean? I am sure the answer must vary from person to person. I can only give my own opinion, and express my interpretation. I am no expert, and am fairly new to the submissive lifestyle, but I feel I have learned a few things. 

I know that a lot of my friends and family would not understand the choice I have made. They would think he is a control freak, that I had been brain washed, that our relationship was perverse, a negative thing. They would find that I see him as my master and owner shocking. They would not understand that I could be happy. They would see it as unusual or weird, something unhealthy. 

I would have to disagree, for many years men and women’s roles with in marriage were of a Dom/sub nature. The man as the decision maker and the woman devoted to her husband and happy to cherish and serve him. Maybe I am old fashioned, I like to serve my man, make him happy, for him to desire me, and have him look after me in return.

For a lot of people being submissive is a purely sexual thing and no more. A lot of people see it as whips and chains and slightly taboo. That is wonderful and I love to be sexually submissive, it really gets me off! But there is more to it. To me being submissive means something else, it’s giving my whole self to my partner, trusting him with my life and living by the belief that he will always do right by me. Allowing him to become my master, to give myself freely to him and allow him to own me, and do as he pleases with me. It’s knowing that he is wise and will guide me to develop into the best that I can be, he will help me to reach my full potential. It’s living by his will and devoting my life to him.

In order for our relationship to work, and for sir to take ownership of me we have to trust each other completely. We have to be open and honest about all things, I have never before experienced such feeling of trust or had such an honest relationship. It was  little embarrassing at first but I soon felt that I had no reason to be embarrassed, he loved me. How wonderful to have a man in Your life that takes the time to really know you. He knows everything about me. How can a master guide and make choices in your best interests without knowing your feelings? A good master does not set out to hurt his sub or cause her distress ever. He treasures his possession and nurtures it. He sees it as his responsibility to look after her, after all for someone to give themselves to you is a privilege. 

I am still learning, but I already know that I love belonging to my master, it brings me pleasure to make him proud, I love it when he shows me off to people. Part of submission is living by masters will, when I step out of line master will administer a suitable punishment. I know that this is for my own good and will thank him for it. A correction,  helping to remind me of my place and to learn from my mistakes. If I stray from the rules I could jeopardise what we have. If I do not respect his decisions how can he mould me. I want to be moulded to be his perfect woman. 

As a sub, I happily accept that along with the rest of me my body belongs to him. I do not modify my body in any way without his permission. I am his to use when ever and how ever he chooses, for his pleasure. He has the right to inspect my body and alter it as he pleases. I need to take on the physical appearance that he will enjoy looking at and find attractive. He will make my decisions and I will live by his choices, I will serve him and make him happy. He must be my priority.

What do I get out of all this? 

I am already a better person, my future is brighter, I am cared for, looked after and loved. With master’s guidance I have learned many things about myself, including that I am a dirty cum whore, and it’s ok. I am very sexually fulfilled I get to spend my life with the man of my dreams. He is everything that I need.

I am happy.



I must remain patient…

Finally I saw him. It was wonderful to have him near me, to smell him, to feel his presence and to sit on his lap when we were out. 

As soon as I laid eyes on him I became wet, I wanted to be naked. I wanted to make him want me as much as I needed him. I want to flash him my wet cunt, the thought turns me on even more. I am a slut and I like to flash him in public. My sexual frustration continues to grow. 

We return home and he gives me a present. I am a lucky girl, my master likes me to have nice things. Pink latex knickers. He instructs me to go as put them on. I did without question. They felt wonderful, my hungry wet pussy slides against them. 

We eat and once we were alone he lets me touch his cock. Master letsme smell it, I am desperate to taste it, lick it had have it deep on my throat. My cunt is throbbing, like it is begging to be filled. I need something inside, I have been empty for such along time. 

Master pulls my rubber panties to one side. My cunt is soaking. His touch is amazing and I cum almost instantly. He fingers me roughly for a moment. I want more. I beg him to fuck me. He refuses. He allows me to play with his beautiful cock. It’s wonderful, it’s so hard and I can smell it. Oh fuck, how I wanted to take my trousers and knickers off and ride it. I continue to play with his cock, my knickers are slippery, I love it. Master pushes my head down and allows me to suck his cock for a moment. Then back to playing, the shaft so hard. I need it. 

Master cums and allows me to clean him with my tongue, as usual it tastes delicious. I am desperate to be abused, for him to use my greedy hole. I try to tempt him, but he is strong willed and does not give in, he knows me too well and knows what I am doing. 

I cried when he was leaving, I miss him so much, I couldn’t hold it in. He was kind and cuddled me till I stopped. He allowed me to masterbate, a gift. Enough to show his kindness and allow me some release, but to keep me desperate for his cock.

I must control my frustration and continue to wait patiently.