Bdsm, Submissive

An average weekend…

An average weekend, well it wasn’t. It was better. Master stayed at my house during the week and of course he used my holes, but playtime has been lacking lately. Things have just been too busy. 

Saturday morning I got up early like a good girl as I had promised to get to masters house before he went to work. I do chores on a Saturday morning. I got there just in time. 

I walked into the kitchen and removed my clothes. He kissed me and fingered my pussy. I went to the bedroom and managed to tempt him to use my holes briefly before he left. I was desperate for him. He kissed me goodbye and left, he was late. I wanted his cum but there was no time. 

I went to the window, naked and flashed him as he drive away.  I carefully too my collar from the drawer and put it on, then I found my harness, I couldn’t wait to get it on. It felt wonderful. I clamped my nipples and clit. I live my clit clamp it looks so pretty, master brought it for me. 

I began to clean, I was soaked, I thought it was time to tempt master so I sent him a photograph. Then I put in my normal cleaning outfit over the top, it’s a maids outfit. I needed something else, so I put my metal balls inside, they felt nice as I moved around. 

Jobs completed and sir returned to find me kneeling in the doorway, he kissed me it was wonderful. Then he took a present from a carrier bag, a kong dog toy and a dog bowl. I followed him to the kitchen. 

I am sure you can imagine what happened next my eggs were served in the bowl on the floor which I was instructed to eat after he played with my holes and gave me some piss to drink. 

He used me over and over, punished me with the belt that I had left out for him, gaged me, abused and fucked me till he had cum three times. It was just what I needed. Masks, and kink. He is so clever, he always knows what I need and what to do. He knows best. 

Eventually he cuddled me and gave me love , he allowed me to play with him which led to another two orgasms for him and two more for me. I am so spoilt! He looks after me. 

What a wonderful start to the weekend, in the afternoon we spent time together shopping and just being next to each other. I feel at my best when I am by his side. It’s where I belong. 

We spent the rest of the weekend together, I live just breathing the same air as him. I love and crave his attention. I need him. Never before have I wanted a man like this or loved a man so deeply. 

What a wonderful weekend, I belong to him, he owns me, everything is as it should be.

X

Advertisements
Standard
Submissive

Additional rules…

Sometimes I wonder, how other submissives cope with the boundaries and rules enforces by their Doms. 

At times I struggle, and I wonder if others do too. Even though most of the rules that my master tells me to live by are things that I can happily do, today’s inspection for instance, but there are some that I find incredibly difficult. An example of this is anything financial, at the moment we don’t have any rules relating directly to finances, however my master has decided that we should review and update our contract. I have been thinking, as instructed, if there are any rules that I would like to add. I wondered if I should suggest that there should be a limit on how much I may spend without first seeking his permission. This seems like a very good idea to me, however there is still a part of me that liked to keep my finances a little private. I have nothing to hide but I feel very uncomfortable and a little upset discussing my financial situation with him. I don’t want him to be disappointed in me. Maybe it’s a small part of independence that I am just not ready to give up, I guess if we lived to get her or shared bank accounts it would be different. Does this make me a failure as a submissive? Does this mean that this lifestyle is not for me? 

I wonder if there are other submissives who have similar issues. I love my master deeply and am devoted to him, yet there is a tiny part of independence that I am not sure I will ever be able to let go.  It’s not that I don’t trust him, I guess it’s just a little security for me. I think I will leave it a while longer before I suggest a spending limit or any other financial rules. I am sure that there will be other additions to our contract that I can suggest. 

I will continue thinking. I want to help improve our relationship, to help it grow.

He is my master and my most trusted friend.

X

Standard
Submissive

The importance of obedience…

There are times when my master tells me that I am ‘being bratty’. This usually happens when I am being disobedient, and displeases master. 

It is important for a sub to obey her Dom for many reasons, after all how can you make decisions and guide someone that does not do as she is told. A D/s relationship is based entirely on the Don being in control, it’s a huge responsibility. Not only does a Dom have to make tough choices but he also has to look after the well being of his sub, his most treasured possession.

Obeying my master is a way that I can show respect and devotion, after all if I don’t respect his choices in life how can I completely submit to him? After all it’s a natural thing for the man to be in control isn’t it? It’s not a new idea, in fact it’s quite old fashioned. What were the traditional marriage vows? Love honour and obey! 
Submitting and respecting his wishes sexually is the easy part. I happily give my body to him to do with as he pleases. My holes are actually his, to use as he pleases, when he sees fit. He may inspect my body when ever he sees fit. I belong to him and he can do as he wishes with me. As for everything else, I have to trust him and hope that he will always have my best interests at the centre of his decisions. It is this trust that enables me to obey.

Like I said when I am ‘bratty’ master is displeased, he views disobedience as bad behaviour. As you can imagine displeasing master carries consequences, the severity of my punishment is determined by how badly I have behaved. I am grateful l that he takes the time to correct my behaviour and gives my punishment careful consideration, whether it’s O day denial, forced orgasms, standing in the corner, degradation, spanking by hand or crop, an enema or the most distressing of all, an unhappy Dom. I don’t like to make him unhappy. 

I love my master deeply and want to make him happy and proud, for him to treasure me, look after me. I must be obedient and live by his decisions, if I don’t I am sure he could easily find someone else that will. I couldn’t stand that. I will try hard each day to listen carefully to him and show him devotion by doing as I am told. He is a wise man and I am so lucky to have him in my life, my purpose is to serve him and make him happy. 

X

Standard
Submissive

Bring your sub to work…

It’s been a long time since I have written on here, so much has happened. I have shared the most wonderful summer with my master, we have spent a huge amount of time together, my life be for him has grown deeper that I ever thought possible. I have grown to rely and depend on him in every way and I long to be close to him constantly.  I am maybe a little too attached! 

One of my favourite days was when master took me to his work to help him do some jobs. I loved the fact that he was not embarrassed to take me there, and really enjoyed being with him, although I am not sure how helpful I really was.

The time passed quickly and before we knew it the afternoon had passed, so we packed up to leave. Suddenly master shut the door and ordered me to get under his desk. He sat in his chair and undid his trousers, I happily sucked his delicious cock. I have wanted to do this for such a long time, my pussy was very wet, and very very hungry.  I found the thought that someone may walk in on us scary and arousing at the same time. 

Master slowly pushed back his chair, ‘get up, bend over’. His words excited me, was he actually going to fuck me over his desk! The thought flashed through my mind, I loved it, I became instantly wetter if that was at all possible. I stood up, Master pushed me over, lifted up my dress and pulled my knickers to one side. Before I could take in what was happening his big hard cock was inside. He was fucking me hard, filling my greedy slut cunt and claiming me for his. Oh fuck it was so incredible, I couldn’t help it I came. I came right there on my masters cock, bent over his desk. 

He withdrew and made me wait for the rest till later in that evening. As we left his work he stopped to talk to a colleague, my knickers were so wet I felt sure that they could tell. I am realising what a slut I am, as the thought that they might know was arousing. What we did was risky and I loved it. Of course it would I am a cum slut. His cum slut.

I am going to leave it there, as I have a wet pussy and master moved ‘O’ day to today, I can’t wait to pump my clit and masterbate. I like the way it looks and feels when it’s pumped. My master is waiting for a photograph, I must not disappoint him.

My master, my love.

X

Standard
Bdsm, Submissive

Cleaning…

It’s been a while, things a have been… I’m not really sure how they have been. Sir and I have been distant, I have had doubts about his feelings for me. I began to think that maybe he was bored of me and that our time together was coming to an end. I felt like had nothing left to offer him, nothing new, nothing worth wanting. I still loved him but we just couldn’t be the way we were.

This weekend I was feeling in a rut and we were bickering all the time. I was bored and feeling very inadequate as a girlfriend, mother, daughter, as a person. I was feeling pretty worthless. 

I have no idea how my darling man did it,but he did somehow he just makes everything better. He changed things. He gave me a reality check, he made me see how I was making all of us unhappy. I knew I had to take action, rekindle that spark that was dying. After all I need to be his possession, his obsession. I need him to want and love me.

So, today I went to clean his home. I clean for him once a week. It’s was after work and I was feeling f a lot happier after he fucked me yesterday. So I dressed up in my uniform to clean. 

He was still at work so I decided to send him a couple of suggestive photographs (one of my footwear). Hinting, hopefully tempting him to want me. Just like I used to do. He liked them. This spurred me on. 

So I posed for a couple of ‘porn style shots’, to print out and made sure my knickers were suitably wet before  leaving them under the pillow of his freshly made bed.

Now I have left my knickers under his pillow many times, but never photographs. 

I left and returned home. I could only hope that this had returned things to normal. Where he is my Dom and I am his sub. He wants me in every possible was you can want a person, and I crave his attention and approval. His love is what I need. He makes everything better. I also crave his ownership, his cock and being used for his pleasure. 

I need him. He said he was pleased that he loved the photographs. I will sleep happy tonight and await our next encounter.

My Dom, my love. 

X

Standard
Bdsm, Submissive

I need him…

As the weekend draws to a close I am thinking about my master. I miss him terribly. I have had such a lovely time with him that I didn’t want it to end when he went home earlier. 

Yesterday he picked me up, he had ordered me to be masterbating when he arrived, of course I happily obliged. I was so desperate to please him, he licked my pussy and let me smell his delicious cock and suck it a little. Eventually I managed to tempt him enough so that he pounded my greedy pussy for a while. He didn’t cum, he stopped. That made me even more desperate.

We went out and I got to be exactly where I belong, by his side. I feel so proud when we are out together and he holds my hand tight. It makes me feel so special. My knickers were wet all day.

We got back to his in the early evening and he cooked for me, he spoils me. I love it when he looks after me, he takes good care of his things. Finally bedtime, it was late, we had been busy. Master ordered me to change my tights for my slut tights. These are literally tights with slut written all over them. Once again he made me masterbate, then he pounded away eventually flooding my pussy with delicious cum. I love it, I rubbed it all in, fucking myself with a huge dildo while sir watched. I came hard. 

This morning I was spoiled again, he let me suck and kiss his cock, then sit on it. My pussy was very sore from last night, it hurt in the best possible way. I came, it was hit a good thing as I hadn’t asked permission and he hadn’t instructed me to. I got carried away. He was cross. 

I sat in his face, master likes a dirty pussy. I sucked his cock and pushed it deep when he came. Mmmm breakfast.

I was punished for my earlier mistake, he hit me so hard with the crop the mark turned purple instantly. I thanked him. I was sorry, he shouldn’t have to waste his time correcting my poor behaviour. 

I thought of him while I rubbed tonight. I just need him all the time.

X

Standard
Bdsm, Submissive

One last present…

One last present, a box under sir’s tree, he has already spoiled me with gifts at Christmas. I opened it on new years eve. Filled with treats! 

As you can imagine not the usual treats. Inside there were new toys for his girl to play with, a vibrating butt plug, a huge dildo and a beautiful minx tail butt plug. He is so thoughtful.

Sir took me out, I love being out with him, I am so proud to be his. It was fun but I couldn’t wait to get home. We hadn’t had any proper alone time in ages, I was also excited to play with my new toys. 

We got home, sir didn’t disappoint, he never does. I was allowed to try the new butt plug on him. He used my huge dildo on me, stretching his fuckhole. It was amazing, he made me take it all. Sir fucked me, god he feels good inside. Double entry next, one huge dildo in my soaked pussy, and sir forces his big cock in too.It hurt like hell, but oh fuck it was good. 

I am a cock hungry, greedy whore that likes a full hole. It’s what he makes me, desperate for his approval, his attention, his love and his cock. I’d do anything for him. 

He came inside, wow. Later I was allowed to suck his cock whilst riding my dildo. I love a cock I my mouth while I have a full cunt. 

Yesterday I was so sore it hurt to sit down. Mmmm,  a reminder of being well used. I can’t wait to try out my tail. Writing this makes me wet. I am glad it’s o day.
Happy new year.

X

Standard